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Mon Sep 3, 2007, 12:47 PM
You're all I ever wanted.....

Not much has been happening. I asked for several pictures to be drawn, commishion and not. I started college, it;s okay and I'm currently sick. Have school Tuesdays and Thursdays. I beat Tomb Raider Anniversary. The best fucking game evar. I'm playing Legend on and off at the moment. I'm tryuing to find a guy. No luck but eh. He'll come sooner or later. I may be talking to him and not even know it. I've been going to some teen chat room. It's filled with desperate people yet I find it amusing and kinda fun =/ Oh and Emily (Hachi) and I arn't friends anymore. I miss her a lot. More than I should =/

.....You my love.....
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Craving (I only want what I can't have)- TATU
  • Reading: The Iliad and The Picture Of Dorian Gray
  • Watching: My computer screen
  • Playing: Tomb Raider Legend
  • Eating: Quinn Allman ;) Not really I'm eating Cookies
  • Drinking: Snapple Peach Iced Tea

Well now... Ahoy

Fri Apr 6, 2007, 12:17 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: The Used
  • Reading: Les Miserables & The Memory Keeper's Daughter
  • Watching: Quinn Allman take a shower
  • Playing: With Quinn Allman
  • Eating: Quinn Allman
  • Drinking: Tea. Cinnamon Tea
You're all I ever wanted.....

I think it's about time I updated my journal. Okay, my aunt does NOT have breast cancer.

I love The Used. Like woah

Chico lost his nail due to Sunny biting it off. Bastard.

I'm sick. *coughs on everyone* Suffer with me, bitches.

I'm deleting pics off of the computer. Due to all the music I have on here. Not a total loss. I DO have a photobuck, so all the pics I took,. my drawings, gift art/trades are there too.

Journal entry title- MURPHY LAID AN EGG!!!

Not an 'egg' but an EGG. Sorry, that was stupid, but it had to be done. And it's funny how we write in journals EXPECTING someone to reply. Kinda sad, yo.

Schools almsot over then I'll be goign to West Valley next year. Hachi going to her college, which I think is still UCSC. She said she wont' have tiem to do the things she wantds, dance, model, or RP with me. I can handle that, but as long as I can still talk to her I'll be fine. I fucking love her. She's my best friend.

All my past jpurnals are pathetic. I'm LOOKING for attentiona nd being all- POOOR MEE! WAI WAI WAI!. It's like0 SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!

Oh. I've been called emo. Do I dress/look/act liek it? I'm nto even aware. It's funny.

.....You my love.....

random

Wed Nov 22, 2006, 2:39 AM
  • Mood:
You're all I ever wanted.....

Finally typing a blog entry, isn't that grand? Typing in e-mail right now, so if Myspace starts being a bitch I'll still have it! Yay me! WOOOOOO!

In further news- I think I'm failing English... AGAIN! YES! I, Iris, is a failure! But I'm going to do better this time. I promise myself that! And I still haven't got my damn new VCR yet D= Makes me sad. I need it... I can't watch a lot of movies now because of it.

Brother called earlier. He was ranting on how he hates Best Buy. He says the people who work there do absolutely NOTHING. If they want to do nothing they should stay home.

Made a new Deviant ART ID. A big pic of me, with little pics, 3 of my birds, Brandy (dog), a rose and my parents. Also posted my new deski-poo and some Jelly Fish pics from our last visit to the Aquarium in August. I really put off posting them. Damn me and my damn Procrastinator ways.

Saw Happy Feet, Friday!! OMG! IT was so cute. I want a little Penguin.... <3

I feel like I'm shallow and desperate. I say I don't care about looks right? Yet I want to have this really good looking guy to be my boyfriend and have these girls talk about US. And why he's with me. I guess it'll make me feel good but I feel so shallow for that. Sure, he has to be nice and have a great personality too.. But I still feel bad. I love personality but yeah... I wouldn't mind having the GORGEOUS guy.But beautiful people only get beautiful people. Not all the time, but most. And I went to sign up for eHarmony. It's this dating site, ye know? But I stopped. It's not right... But ug... This sucks... I'm tired of being along. And this got me emo. And I DO cut. But only when really pissed off at myself or upset over something. It's like- "Hey kid! Cut! It'll make you feel better!" and you're saying- No. Go away." and the voice keeps pestering and saying" Go on! Go on! Cut! You'll feel better!" then you finally give in and yell at the voice- FINE! HAPPY NOW?! and all the voice can say is,"Do you?" then you reply- well yeah... a little...

The whole cutting convo was funnier in my mind when I first though it up. Man, I need to have a tape recorder and keep it with me at all times. So when I'm having a fun time in my mind I can record it and not worry about if I forgot this or that. The bad thing is- if you say something wrong or really odd you can't erase it. But that'll made it funnier. Like my friends and I were talking about the menstrual porn we saw.. I found it funny. The girl was getting anal and you see the string of the tampon sticking out... It looked like a little worm coming out... But then when I was walking to class I was thinking that I will never have sex during that time of the month no matter how much the guy begged me. Then I thought- Honey, fun time on blood time is no good time"

I worry about a lot of things. I was once a hypochondriac, I wonder if I still am. I think sometimes I maybe be a Skitzo. But that's because of the 48 Hours mystery I saw/. About this woman being a scientologist and getting stabbed 77 times by her son. He was a Skitzo, he didn't get the proper help he needed so he lashed out. Kinda sad. So people, unless you really WANT to, don't become a scientologist. It's kinda funny since I have a Scientology place near my house. I should go check it out- for the hell of it. It'll be sad if I start laughing at the people's faces though. If anything, I think I may be OCD... With certain things at least. Imperfection drives me crazy. And I have many of them. but it bugs me in art. Since I try to make things as perfect as possible yet I have issue's with it. It sucks.

Speaking of sucks, my mom got the new Ill Divo CD.... I wanted to get it for her! And My dad didnt' tell her and let her get it! D= Makes me sad... My gift for her is RUINED. Now my new quest is to find a new one.

Oh.. No news on my aunt yet. She got tested for the cancer but we don't know yet if she has Breast Cancer or not... I hope she doesn't..


Watched Man In The Iron Mask today. Good Movie. I saw Carrie and Good Will Hunting the day before. Carrie was okay. Good Will Hunting was good. I kinda liked it. Only watched it since Robin Williams is in it <3 I love him.


my computer hates myspace so my rant on GH was lost.. But they brought back Laura and now their getting rid of her. I HATE IT! I want Laura to stay.... And She and Luke are still the SUPER COUPLE. Everyone loves them. And for the first wedding, peopel even SKIPPED SCHOOL to see them get hitched! It was the most viewed episode on Soap history. And Laura told Luke that he gave her extra time with her family but she can't have one thing she really wants- to be with the one she loves forever... Omg it's so sad. And Lulu is taking the fact that her mom won't be there much longer pretty hard. And she finally told her about the abortion and how she got pregnant. She told her she wasn't ready to have a kid and that she didn't want the baby to be unloved like she thought she was... It was sad...

And DON'T EVEN get me started on Ric. I hate that mother fucker. He tried to get Jason killed, he plotted fake stuff about Sam to get her in jail and omg.. UG! And Alcazar is PISSED. His son got killed and he wants revenge. And I love Sonny. I love how he gets really angry and he gets that really dangerous look.. omg.. thats.. hot.. like.. orgasmic

.....You my love.....

WEE!

Mon Feb 6, 2006, 12:12 AM
You're all I ever wanted.....

Mood: Excited Excited

OMG! AN EGG HATCHED! THE BABY IS SOOOO CUT!E! *squee*

I'm also writing a romance/.drama story.. will have sex in it.


title- My biggest mistake was loving you

I sighed deeply, watching the movie, the history professor was playing. It was a war movie, though, I wasn't paying attention, just sketching in my notebook. I glanced at Verse, noticing her eyes were glued to the screen, and the teacher aide, who, I had to admit, was good looking. He was reading at the moment, yet scolding random people for annoying eachother, or making to much noise. I saw Verse lean in to whisper something in my ear, "He's looking at you." I glanced at my friend, then at the teacher, Mr. Michaels. I glanced away, giving a sigh. "I don't care, he can look all he wants" I stated, looking back at the note book.

Rod sighed, looking over at Jet. "Looking at Corinthois again?" He asked, raising his pierced brow, looking at him from over his book. Setting the book down, he slid closer to him on his rollie chair, in what seemed to be an elegant movement. Rod gave a nod, glancing at his aide. "Do you think I should ask her out? To lunch, or something of the sort?"
Jet rubbed his chin a bit, moving his glasses up a bit, then moving his hair through his chin length hair. "I think you should, if you like her that much" He pursed his lips a bit, "Think I should ask Miss Clement? She's so adorable" He stated, with a smile. Rod gave a nod. "She seems to be good for you too, I think she also likes you"
"Which girl doesn't like me in this class?" He raised a brow, and Rod grinned a bit. "You have a point there." Michaels commented.

This is the beginning, which I WILL finish, I jsut cna't at the moment...

Part of it, or my plans of what will happen-

I was afraid of him, I don't denny it. After Mr. Vladimer Gagarin raped me, more then once, I was afraid Rod, would do the same. I was wrong though, oh so wrong. A few more moans escaped my lips, before long, I climaxed, biting my bottom lip, as Rod continued. Moving up, I clung to him, tighlty, my nails marking his back more. It wasn't long before, he too, climaxed. He groaned, still rocking his hips, until he came to a dead stop. Though, the whole time he held me close to him. Pulling out, Rod moved to lay beside me, and wrapped his arm around me, kissing my forehead. "Tell me... What was your childhood like" He suddenly asked me, as I looked up at him, surprised. I layed my head down, looking up at him, my hand near the nape of his neck. "It wasn't... What I would of liked it to be... I was.... Very lonely, and when I moved out here, when I was ten, alot of kids teased me about my accent.... They wouldn't accept me... They even teased me worse, since I didn't have a mother...." Yes, my father wasn't married ot my step mother at the time... Though, they were going to get married, soon. "It was worse when I got older.. I made a mistake of screwing my boyfriend when I was thriteen... So I can get attention from my father......" I bit my lip, afraid of what his reply may be. Rod just looked down at me, seeming shocked, then frowned, pulling me closer. " You're adorable" He said suddenly, " You were lonely, no one accepted you?" He kissed my lips gently," Don't worry, I'll make you happy" I felt Rod place his hand gently on the top of my head, stroaking my hair. "You're a good girl, Skye." He stated softly, closing his eyes. I felt a smile spread across my face, as I nuzzled up to him more, before I fell alseep in his arms.



This is based off of a RP I'm doing wiht a friend, which we need to continue. This is kind abase don a romance book I read bits of pieces of, and a part of the manga Peach Girl. Sudgestions? Please give them to me!

.....You my love.....

Murphy laid an egg!

Sat Jan 7, 2006, 10:29 PM
You're all I ever wanted.....

Mood: Excited Excited
Listening to: Vampire Heart- HIM

Yep, my green parakeet, Murphy, laid an egg. AndI thiknk I noticed abotu an hour or more ago... Wow, I'm so happy =D But I dont' have a nesting box, and I think I need one. I didn't intend thenm to breed, nor do I know one was a male, until sky went on Muphy's back.

.....You my love.....

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